It's tearing me apart, <br />these feelings I hate so much. <br />someone take the bullet out of my heart, <br />I need something solid to touch. <br /> <br />I feel like I’m falling fast, <br />im hoping you will be there to catch me. <br />and that this will become the past, <br />which I can throw it out to sea. <br /> <br />I’m crying on the inside, <br />so as not to let you see. <br />waiting for the moment I can confide, <br />when I can give you the key. <br /> <br />The one that will open my heart, <br />and I can show you how I feel. <br />how much it kills me to be apart, <br />how being with you helps me heal. <br /> <br />Stress and confusion have become my plague; <br />you smile and hug me, my saving grace. <br />saying things much too vague, <br />so tired, staring out to space. <br /> <br />I want to be your only one, <br />no sharing, no trying to compete. <br />our life together has just begun, <br />hoping the near past won’t repeat. <br /> <br />So exhausted, stressed, and relieved, <br />things get blurry, and staring out into space, <br />everything you tell me I have believed, <br />every time I sleep the only thing I see, your face. <br /> <br /> <br />Together just you and me. <br />Together the future we will see, <br />just you and me, <br />yes that is what we will be.<br /><br />Payyton Egerstaffer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/it-s-tearing-me-apart/